surrender sometimes takes a long time for some people

† confession: i was seriously depressed on nye.  too many options, too many obligations, and too many expectations made me want to hide in my house and ignore my phone.  i almost wanted to be spontaneous and say fuckitall but decided that took way too much effort and the idea of me doing absolutely nothing
weighed on my gut like a cheap mexican dinner.  unfortunately i have been unable to
shake that feeling and everything seems so....lame?uneventful?uninteresting?uninspiring? i don't know.

† i did manage to get out of the house for a short period of time which, of course, warranted sequins and 5" heels. thai food, a trip to target and a beer made trudging through the snow almost worth it.

the works: sequin dress: vintage; black tank: ralph lauren (ollld from marshall's); black tights: american apparel; knee socks: urban outfitters (ollld); platforms: sam edelman's zoe.

† btw: this is what i look like with barely any makeup on; a little bit of lipgloss and some blush go a looong way. besides, i don't think any foundation can cover the amounts of pale i'm rockin right now.

† i apologize- i haven't been on the internet/computer in some time.  i think i'm going to hibernate until the cherry blossoms erupt.  i'll get to everyone's comments soon, though!

† p.p.s if you see a weird spot on the dress, it's not my nipple.  i thought it was necessary to point that out...